Time...

Sometime we just need some time. Time to sit back and watch the daily going ons of my little family and be so filled with happiness. I needed to remember to be present, not busy taking pictures or keeping the house spotless (not like I did that a lot anyway), but just being their Mom and being Nate's wife.

These 3 people have my heart in their hands and if anything were to happen to them, well I'm sure you can imagine what would happen with my heart.

For those parents who have lost their children and those children who lost their parents in Friday's tragedy in Connecticut.

My heart goes out to them and their unimaginable loss.

For those 20 little children who were taken way to soon, I hope you left this world with no pain.

I hope that they were guided up to heaven by angels and their fear in that moment when their lives were taken was quickly replaced with happiness when they met their savior.

I'm sure it will never give their parents any peace but as I send my children to school for the next 18-20 years I hope it will give me some each morning.

I have shed my tears and I have felt my heart ache these last couple of days and I know I will never forget.